despair

Early in the morning when i still inside my dream..my mom come told me that she now wan back to perak le..i feel unhappy coz i donno she will back so early..i tot she will back on afternoon or evening like this..she wan back on today i already not happy le..back on sunday also same de..but nvm..she wan juz let her la..
she yesterday ask me accompany her go to find her fren..but nite le..i lazy..n she say today morning juz go find..i still plan to accompany her too..but...
so juz face it..try to understand her..
nth i can do..juz cry at a corner without letting anyone know..I try to be strong but the tear keep flowing out..haha..i am juz a ''tai ham bao''..=D
After dad fetch mom go jetty..as usual..he come upstair using com to check investment thing..then he told me that the reason mom wan back earlier.. i really feel disappointed of it..i am still like a stupid try to understand her..now juz realize the main purpose..
Start from 1/1/2008 till now..hope..disappoint n despair have the same meaning for me..
Always bring hope to me..but at last get nth..All is juz a lie..
From morning till juz now..i really feel sad..till i watch doraemon..=D
Quite a long time..i din watch it le..coz i only will watch it..when i moody..
1 of the chapter really comfort me lots..haha..
Its say ''Suffering is the seed of happy'' after see this phrase i smile..haha..
We should face it juz can get happy..^^
Cant expect that an anime can comfort me..
I think is the time to end up my post le..
'Mamie, if i got say wrong anything here..pls forgive me..i am not purposely to do so..i juz wanna write out my feeling..sorry..'