happy weekend~

Brace teeth..quite a suffer thing..
Day by day..i ad used to it ^^
Cant eat wat i like..the worst thing is..only can look at the food..
Haih..
eat mango also need to smash it..

Smashed mango TT
Is hard for me to bite..so only can swallow TT
But nvm..brace teeth got its advantages too..
can slim down..^^ i have made a weight measurement at my grandma house..
47kg back d..wakakaka~
But disadvantages are more than advantages..
such as..hard to pronoun..whole mouth ulcer TT
My 2nd sis brought back bird's nest(yan wo)for us..


My house was full of noise on this weekend..coz mom n both of my sis at home ^^

special fren??? =D

saw it at somewhere..quite correct n meaningful..
wat mean by sepcial fren?

两个可能彼此相爱、喜欢的人，
但是，又不属于友情、爱情、亲情中的任何一种，
彼此不能成为男女朋友，只能做个特别的朋友……
也许是为了朋友之间的义气，不能归属。
也许是为了顾及家人的意见，不能归位。
也许是为了自己的前程，不能承诺。
也许是相遇太早，还不懂得珍惜对方。
也许是相遇太晚，彼此身边已经有了另一个人。
也许是回头太迟，对方已不再等待。
也许彼此在捉摸对方的心，而迟迟无法跨出界线……
不过即使没在一起，
彼此仍能找到塌实的感觉，
仍然会保持不隶属任何一种感情的关系。
但是彼此心底清楚，
对这个人，你比朋友还多了一份关心。
因为有了彼此，心里总是被幸福塞的满满的……
即使不能彼此名正言顺的牵着手逛街，
还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。 :D
彼此有喜欢的人，口头上会说不吃醋，
心里却会觉得胃疼……
对方遇到困难时，
会尽全力伸出援助之手，
不会计较谁又欠了谁。
对方生病了，
会缴尽脑汁找药方，
恨不得变成护士，陪伴在身旁……
每个人这辈子，
心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友，
很矛盾的行为。
一开始可能不甘心只做朋友的，
但久了，突然发现这样最好。
宁愿这样关心对方的心情，
总好过彼此生活在一起受伤害……
做不成男女朋友，
当个特别的朋友，
有什么不好呢？
你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢
很多的感情，
都败在了现实的面前……
友情可以演变成为爱情，
爱情最终进化成为亲情，
彼此就将友情直接进步到亲情……
人生不过百年……
能牵手的时候，请别只是肩并肩，
能拥抱的时候，请别只是手牵手，
能在一起的时候，请别轻易分开，
能成为红颜知己，请别刻意离开！
珍惜彼此之间塌实的感觉，淡淡的，一辈子……

i hate bracket!!!

wat wrong with me..
i really donno how to describe myself..
fail to do well in quizzes..
fail to speak well in muet speaking test..
haih..
how come will become like this..
i think the main reason is come from nervous..
i always remind to myself not to nervous..but still the same..
do any way or method to overcome nervous?
how to calm down myself when facing difficulties?
maybe i had set a high target to myself..without realising..it had bring me a stressful life..
sometimes..horoscope has the best description for a person's character or attitude..
As we know that..virgo always chasing for perfect..maybe it is true..
when i cant do it as well as i aspected..then i will feel upset..
all of this thing ad passed..not the time to be sad now..look forward..still have a lot of thing i should face on..
thing that i can do now is..cast all my burdens n worries to God..trust in God..God always provide us the best =D

dream

Have a bad dream last nite..
but donno y..i trying to post out wat have i dream..but failed twice..maybe use phone post it..so got a bit prob ba..so lazy to write bout the dream le..
juz can say that dream that u knw urself is dreaming but cant wake up..n inside the dream got dream..so i wake up twice..1st time is wake up inside the dream..2nd time juz really wake up..so scary..the dream situation exactly same with the situation i sleeping in my room..
after the dream i dare not to sleep back..
so today time table super pack..8-5 non stop..juz rest at lunch time only..i fishing inside class..haha..
I fall asleep while inside taxation class..i write till sleep ki..my hardwritting was so ugly..lol..
last friday i have play an app inside fb..that app predict that i nave bad news in my career..lol..maybe fishing inside class is bad news for me kut..coz i not been so tired b4..n today FA lecturer give us back quiz n test..luckily pass it..^^V

see ya..holiday..

TT
Later need to go out d..
My holiday finish le..haih..
Feel so down..
Scl going to reopen soon..
Many thing need to face it..
All thing i wan do during holiday..all failed =D
no study..no finish my homework..=(
but nvm la..the purpose of holiday is to rest ^^
Donno wat to write d..need to pack my thing prepare to go out le..TT
See ya..my lovely holiday ^^

我最害怕的事

害怕的感觉真的很恐怖。。
也许已注定我四年一次会感受到这种害怕。。
全身发冷。。心跳的跳动真的好可怕。。每分每秒都在看着手机。。希望能收到他的信息。。
心里忐忑不安。。不停的在祷告。。
等了六小时多。。我终于等到了。。松了一口气。。冷冰冰的体温慢慢也恢复正常。。可以好好的睡一觉了。。
有时在怀疑是不是以前曾经发生过的小事情造成我对这种情况产生了阴影。。
每当我联系不到自己想联系的人。。我就会觉得害怕。。而且还会胡思乱想。。
唉~我有点担心自己会患上焦虑症。。不管什么事情我都会担心。。也不想让任何知道我所担心的事。。
如果让他们知道。。可能我会得到些劝勉与安慰。。但是我觉得让关心自己的人担心自己并不是件好事。。所以我宁愿自己一人担心好过让多人担心自己。。
这两天因为想专心读书都跑下楼下的房间睡觉。。还以为远离了电脑。。可以专心读书。。
可是我很失败。。在这里我除了睡觉还是睡觉。。
今天我决定了。。要好好读书。。希望我做得到。。写完博客后就得关电脑了。。我今天真的不想碰电脑啦~=D

thing that i wan to do =D

Holiday~~~~ \(^^)/
So many thing i need to do during this holiday so i will list down at here..wakaka XD
1. i wan become fair..scling life make me become so dark..so i don wan go out at afternoon ^^
2. i wan loss weight..TT my weight ad maintain at 50kg very long le..i wan back to 47kg TT
3. i wan become no panda eyes>>reduce dark eyes circle n eyes bag..so i will use the eyes roll everyday XD
4. i wan stand str..walk str..n etc..don wan humpbacked..sometimes when i walking..n saw the mirror..i really ugly in the mirror..coz of humpbacked..TT

Now talk about study thing pulak..
1. i wan study finish audit chapter 1-5 & 8..after holiday got mid test TT quiz i get so noob de result ad..so need to hardworking bit le..
2. i wan finish up the MA all questions..so many X.X
3. clear my homework..coz now really look like shit..so messy TT
4. improve english..but donno how juz can improve..MUET soon TT tuition like no tuition only..seem like throwing rm 70 into sea..haih..

Lastly..i hope this holiday will be an enjoyable holiday ^^

my fate

The lecturer really..i donno how to say him le..
yesterday he promise me interview at 1..manatau he sms me in the morning that he wan make it at 2moro morning..so i din reply him..coz i still donno wat time 2moro class will start at..our class time table always change de==
after a while received another sms from him..tell me that today interview at 4-5 at makmal keusahawanan..makmal keusahawanan==..i sem5 le..also donno got this place..so i ma reply him to ask whether where izzit lo..but he din reply me..==
really......later still need ma fan my fren fetch me go scl..donno he at there or not kuk..
haih..all of my fren already finish their interview very long le..left me only..
never being lucky b4..
juz can say..this is my fate TT

busy life TT

I juz realize wat mean by busy life..==
this few week always quiz quiz quiz..test test test nia..tired of it..
but the main reason is not study till tired but can say..sad..disappointed till tired le..
Like last week..FA quiz..chapter 2 investment..i should not make the mistake on the purchase ex-div..haih..the question is asking bout purchase ex-div..y do i do purchase cum-div..haih..really careless..quite upset..after discuss with fren..i juz realize the mistake i make..
another mistake is on the right issue there..arhhhhhhh..i do correct at 1st..but i erase it..== damn noob..TT
Yesterday really sad too...FA test..haih..
stupid share premium n CRR..n at last the bank that located at balance sheet become negative..overdraf bank== donno correct or wrong..after discuss with fren juz feel myself ..haih..wrong so much thing..
but today they say wat i do maybe got correct bit..make syok a while..XD
i juz hope can pass only..TT

2moro LI interview..delay delay n delay..
donno 2moro will delay or not..
haih..i have promise the lecturer make it at 1..
but juz received sms from my fren say that class change time..so till 12 only..so really ==
hope the interview go thru smoothly as wat i have wish to..

next week can say as terrible week..so this week i not plan to back to my hometown le..sunday MA test n audit quiz(need to memorize till crazy)==...monday tax test n need to pass up english research proposal..omg!!!!!!

hope everything will be ok

Today 16/8..qi xi valentine's day..
haha..last few week i have play an app on facebook that predict i will marry on today..so lol..
haih..
i now so nervous..coz i still cant find my li lecturer..so i sms to him..
hope he will reply me..
sometimes i really think too much..
although i din see the lecturer b4..but many negative thinking will running on my mind..
such as..that lecturer fierce a..will luan luan scold ppl de a..
or something else like that..
coz of this thing make me feel nervous..
haih..donno y i so scare about teacher..maybe primary scl teacher too fierce le ba..
last time being 'zhen dui' by a primary teacher..==..always kena perli n scold nia..
maybe this is the reason that make me scare teacher ba..
hope everything can shun shun li li la~
God..pls help me..TT

2moro got tax quiz pulak..thursday got FA quiz..suddenly scling life become so busy..
next week got mid sem tax test..
haih..
all 'fan nao' come in row..
now i better take a nap..so that i can stop thinking all of the negative thinking..=)

4 days holiday TT

‘快乐既时光过得真系快，又系时候讲bye bye啦‘ =D

Every Saturday at this moment..i will start feel sad..
Coz need to back to study le..
Wat i hope is all thing can shun shun li li la..

4 days holiday juz pass like this only..really meaningless..
i also donno wat i have done during this 4 days..play game? sleep? surfing net?watching drama?
I think play junk game more==
Nintendo ds game..such as Windy X Windam..fighting game..quite easy to play..juz keep pressing X then can win all fighter le..
Phoenix wright..quite interesting detective game..very fun but need to read details on the evidence inside..abo really cant play..
I still got play newest pokemon-heartgold version for few minutes..haha..but till half black screen ki..then lazy le..
Erm..i still got play 1 pc game..suddenly become so man go play soccer de game-PES2010..no point..nth to do..haha..
That's wat i did during few days holiday..
Now desperate to have a psp==
cham le..i should control myself..but the game really look so attractive..TT

Talk too much on game pulak..now say homework pulak..
Do homework also donno how to do..so din complete my homework..
my style..always dreaming inside class..that's y donno how to do==
No choice le..need copy ppl answer le..wakaka~

Time really pass so fast..5.23pm le..need to go out le..byebye TT

Fat + Broke

Last few days..go aneka then saja use the machine to weight..
Omg...49.7kg..my weight still remain the same..haih..donno when juz can back to 47kg..
haih..never been so fat b4..TT

'I wanna be a billionaire so fricking bad~ Buy all of the things i never had~'

Haha..recently really feel myself really broke le..
buy this buy that..waste money like drink water..drink till my purse also dry le..
Human is greedy..never satisfy wat they have..

in return =D

Lastly no fever le..but the weird thing..is i din have appetite TT
Maybe need take some appleton vitamin C le..XD
din have appetite to eat also a good thing for me la..as i have gain weight after scl reopen..so is time to slim down le..wakaka~

Yesterday morning i have read gor gor's blog..and know quite lots of his thing..n juz realize that he has so many gf b4==..play lo u..gor gor~..haha
He still tell me..the purpose he write the blog is write for me de..n i promise to return him by writting him a blog too..
Actually i also miss up a lot of thing in my life..
One of the reason is i sometimes think too much b4 make a decision..
Like always..when i go shopping..then i in love with a shirt..but i wont buy it immediately..juz will keep thinking whether should i buy it or not..at last..try also din try n din buy it..n feel regret when back home..TT
So i have learn a lesson..when we see something we like..we should not let it go easily..we should str buy it..XD
In other aspect..i will not give up someone that i like or admire or something like that la~..maybe he don likes u or already has someone that he likes..although i like him..i juz will stop my foot step at the same place waiting for him..as like a song from raymond '太想走近 竟使我放慢脚步 人越近伤心更早'..
Waiting sometimes is a good thing..at least we wont regret at last =)
'这个世界虽然很大，
森林里面的树也很多，
但要找一棵你喜欢又合你心意的真的很难，
如果勉强找一棵树来充撑场面的话，
到最后后悔的那个只会是自己'
Copy from drama de XD wakaka~
So when go shopping complex..grab the shirt u like n try it b4 making a decision whether wan buy or don wan buy..if the shirt not for trying..then no choice le lo..muz see how much u like that shirt le..^^

Gor gor~ this post is return for u de la..n 300(u wan i say inside blog de..u no understand then no choice le o)..haha

So sick~

I juz realize i din update blog for more than 1 month le..
Nth special happen during the scling day..everyday do hw only..n always quiz quiz quiz nia maybe this sem is shorter compare to the previous sem..so busy a bit..

Lol face..tired+lazy mood when doing FA revision for the next day quiz =D
bored till take pic..

haih..i am so sick rite now..Fever torture me TT
Headache..always feel cold and juz now..i vomit inside toilet somemore== really haih..
Hope this is not dengue fever or other terrible sickness la..sometimes i also will luan luan think too..n hope that i can recover soon..
This morning..dad suddenly saw the penadol on the table..then ask me whether i am fever izzit..so i juz tell him..but my voice..hard to come out..seem like juz can come out that type of voice(crying voice)..lol..so juz can conclude that i still will manja de TT
Sick sometimes is cause by sadness..so now..i agree with that..
The day b4 i sick..i really feel sad..coz of the li interview thing..hope everything will be ok la..
Y human life sure will have pressure such as peer pressure or other pressure that come from different aspect..torturing..
Donno y..i will always throw my sight over someone they are brave..din have thing to worry..wont sad..no ppl dare to bully him/her or take advantage from him/her n etc..Maybe in my dictionary this character call 'yeng' ba..xing shang them very much..haha..
Lastly i will end this post by uploading my sdo-x vid here..to match with today post..haha..
1st time record sdo..so i also donno y record till so small..n the audio is not match with the video de..i also donno y TT

-the video i delete le- coz always auto start de==

TT

2moro scl reopen le..TT
Happy moment pass really fast..is time to say goodbye..XD
At least before scl reopen i have watch finish the mysteries of love..
so no need chase drama le..can concentrate on my studies..ai sheh~..haha
Nice ending on this drama..That speech really so touching TT
If the time machine really can be created..disappointed wont be happen..n wont be missed up anything..everything can be restart..i still remember i fall in love on a cube that name 'time machine' b4..but impossible to get it..haha..

Haih..i always have bad thinking..feel myself always trouble ppl..TT
but nvm la..1 year left only..must remember the fruit of spirit..longsuffering ^^
Haih again..cant watch world cup le..TT
anyway..england, spain n argentina add oil la~~~

Thx God^^

Quite a happy day for me..lecturer lastly come..n the lecturer really very good heart de..not fierce at all^^
God treat me really good..He listen to my pray^^
Now wan play maple le..17 level left to shadower..add oil for my self^^

no title2 ^^

Juz finish my lunch..maggie..^^
dad cook de maggie nice than i cook de..maybe mine de not call cook maggie but is boil maggie^^ so no as nice as my dad cook de..
Pity my dad..jus now when he go fecth me back from work..then he stop at economic rice shop..he tell me that he buy economic rice buy till scare..lol..then he say wan go buy malay de economic rice..but that shop no open pulak..then i suggest to my dad..abo we eat maggie..maggie also very nice..haha..

The above post is i write at 2pm de..
coz of i format com..to win 7 so now juz continue back for this post..
win 7 really very nice..but haih..cant maple..so now still finding solution at forum..n i redownload the installer..coz i backup de is after install de folder..
so now nth to do..need 3 hours juz can finish the download..
hope juz now i read the method can solve this prob..
2 years my char already no up lvl..pity TT..now from lv94-97 le..^^ hope i got patient to play it..now easy lvl than last time many le..last time lv80++..i train till wan vomit le..lol


maple story ds..nice~ quite fun..is in korea ver..TT i cincai play only..but luckily still can clear its chapter..haha..
i long time din practise for 3x cube le..play megaminx more..coz now nth to do..so i saja record it..^^

haih..still noob kuk..TT last layer too slow TT

no title^^

I love holiday..2moro holiday too coz labour day..
haih..but i am lazy..dirty cloth like mountain no wash..daily report like mountain no write..
but i will try to do later on..
juz now play treasure madness..need to put character name..i wan to put de name all not available le.. but lastly i try put 'glue'..available!! lol..useless le..see this name also feel sad bout it..become so fat now ):
Now resting to write blog a while..later wanna go bath n follow my schedule wash cloth n write report n clear my room..burn thing to dvd..
Donno y usually late sleep will make me dream at nite de..haha..yesterday dream again..dream tiok secondary scl time..at mahsuri..haha..lol..
tonite no drama watch pulak TT wan late sleep also cant le .. ):
Recently play cube also no improvement ): maybe already reach the limit..haih..but nvm..i still will practise^^ maybe i observe thing too slow le..): hope can improve..

lol.. this pic emotion so funny nia..i juz testing the camera angle to record vid..then cincai take 1 pic see..

megaminx^^ noob ..TT 3:36.48 ):
saja upload only..nth de..see my hand more than the megaminx..lol

=D

Juz backup my com thing..coz decide to format it at sunday..
juz now see the sdo file at de desktop there..thinking wat backup or not..
so go in play few song..donno y sdo din fix the weight bug..make my char become so fat..this also 1 of the reason that make me quit..
When play the 1st song..'for no one'..my right hand put at arrow key there..left hand put at space bar..when the song start..i juz realize..this is not audition..then kelam kabut..put back my hand at the right place..luckily i still remember i use which key to press..lol..play till very noob..haih..play 3 song only..i str close le..my hand seem like very weird..maybe too long no play kua..
btw..hard to decide whether wan backup or not..coz my harddisk also out of space..选择困难症..haha..say till this make me think tiok yesterday ol supreme episode 47..this episode so touch..make me cry..TT
Today go tmpoint there..think to change to unipack..but haih..terminate net n change it to my name also need 2 weeks..haih..how i going to pass this 2 weeks?
hope that my house there de wireless..can open whole day lo..
i need to play so many fb game in 1 day..cafe world..hotel city..mousehunt..treasure madness..etc.. TT

my finger..nail eat skin..lol..

buy no reach 1 month..paint already drop off so much..

new pb^^

I am here again~♪ ^^
Eat watermelon while writing blog really very nice..so enjoy^^
Last nite..so hard to fall asleep..
so today feel headache when wake up..when i wake up i feel very happy coz i tot myself fever..but not fever..TT
Recently headache with my hair..grow so fast..i think faster than grass grow..a while nia..become lion hair style le..haih..i so lazy to cut hair somemore..so biar it le..


weather really very weird..sometimes hot till...sometimes rain also feel hot..should sing this song to air cond le..''maybe it's true..that i cant live without you''..lol..
but today like going to rain..quite cool now..walk at the living room..enjoying the raining wind..nice~
last week hear the news about somewhere volcano de smoke fly to somewhere..cause the flight stop service..still got the earthquake that take away so many ppl life..
so many disaster happen..
seem like going to end of the world le.. so yesterday hard to fall asleep..keep thinking wat will happen if the world really end..TT

I always cubing after eat lunch..while waiting the food finish digest in my stomach..after that i will going to have a bath..this is my time table..^^

New Pb 23.49s..^^v

^^

me cubing~♪
actually i donno my camera take tiok my face so much..abo i will half smile half cubing de..XD although a bit ugly..but nvm la..biar it le..haha..
i quite noob on cubing kuk..TT
Juz now back from work then lube my cube with sunsilk hair lotion..crazy de me..XD
cant find my mom 'zhen che you' so ma use that lo..but after lube..really turn well..
this vid take tiok so lucky..25.14s near to my pb le..my pb only 25.05s..normally i play is around 30s++..but need see my cube condition also de..sometimes will 40s++..sad..noob nia me..
megaminx i still noob kuk too..pb 3:49.07s..but yesterday play 3 times all under 5 min..^^
Recently i always dream..weird dream..yesterday after working i str sleep until 7++.. i dream tiok my room got nearly 6 tv..== then other thing i forget le..but all of the dream is happy dream lai de..so when i wake up i also happy..
yesterday nite i dream tiok my mom back home..so lol..hope the dream can come true lo..haha..
Quite a long time..i din update my blog le..so today i wan to pass my time wisely..so i decide to write it..
now i still soaking my cloth ..later will wash it..after wash it i will clear my room..n write my li daily report..6days no write le..coz lazy..haha..
Donno y feel like new de drama a bit boring..anyways..i am waiting 'tam cheng sweu onn'' this drama..haha...

new property =D

Yesterday use chinese to write blog really feel a bit weird..maybe not use to it..
so use back english lo..
Yesterday quite happy lo..get my new mp3..
so kawaii~
haha..got another new property^^

that pink colour white ear de is my mp3^^ cute~ when on it will indicate light..on its eyes n mouth..have a big grin on it..


All my property take pic together..but some r not mine..like that 7x cube..pooh key chain..n one of the 3x cube..pity them..so let them take pic together with my property..XD
All of this thing make my life wonderful^^

Every thursday nite..i always sleep late..
like yesterday..i have been having my supper with tong pak fu..lol..

maggie~ cook with hot water..my cooking style..XD

I think this post show that i am quite happy le..coz on previous post i express myself till very sad..but actually i nth de^^
Lastly..happy good friday^^

苦乐表

我都二十岁了，但是性格还是像小孩子。得不到自己想要的东西就觉得很失落。
生命每一分每一秒的消耗着，我也每一分每一秒的在长大，可是我的思想每一分每一秒的保持不变，所以到了现在我还是那么的幼稚。
希望变成失望，开心变成伤心，想念变成怀念，心动变成心碎，（后面两句没有关系到的=D)这些都成了我的家常便饭。
今天是愚人节，可能是我人生中最不喜欢的日子。没有任何原因，只是觉得不喜欢。
昨天过得还蛮开心的。没有任何原因，只是觉得很开心。=D
昨天三十一号，所以去BR买ice cream。不知道是不是吃到甜的东西所以才开心呢？但是昨天的ice cream是我的五味人生，有甜，有酸，有苦，还有不知道了。应该只是三味而已。哈哈。

我的五味人生（虽然只有三味）

昨天也是第一次还原真正的七阶魔方。

在还原中心时，贴纸掉下来，所以用白胶贴回去。


完成pairing。


OLL


PLL


还原完毕。
这个魔方有点卡，所以还原后我的手有点痛。
本来还想上载最后拧PLL的视频，可是上载不了。

最后我还要说的是我的华语不太好所以用错词的话，请多多包涵。从小到大语文科都很糟，常用英文写blog是因为比较放便，今天也不知道为什么突然想试试用华语写blog。哈哈。

我的六个颜色的世界是不是无法升级成十二个颜色呢？
幸好是在昨天11.53pm知道我的五魔方卖完了，如果迟一些的话我会更加不喜欢愚人节了。（惨了，小孩子的想法又出现了。哈哈）
人生就是这样有苦有乐。现在可能是乐但下一秒就预测不到了。也许人生就像小叮当里的苦乐表（道具）吧。
所以我只能：
祈求在路上（人生）没有任何的阻碍令愉快旅程变悲哀。
怕发生的永远别发生。

dream~ =D

I like dreaming when i sleep very much..especially happy de dream^^
Recently always dream happy thing inside my dream..
Sometimes dream till don wan wake up..but heard my alarm rang TT 'God is a girl vs moonlight shadow remix'my alarm tone..lol
I off it..then continue with my dream..still can stay happily in my dream^^
but after more a while..my alarm rang again..Arhh!!!my alarm will 7 minute rang once until i fully off it..
Time to face reality le..don dream le..i always say to myself^^
After wake up will totally forget about the dream..cant fully remember all the situation inside that dream..
Maybe still can remember who has been inside my dream b4^^
Yesterday i have read a post from cube forum..
Got a forumer have create a cubic shape 7x cube..Normally 7x cube cant be make it in cubic shape..but that forumer create it..So pro~
He said that he has a dream on 2007 when he was sleep..He saw many cube in his dream..one of the cube was 7x cube that is in cubic shape..then he disassemble it he saw the part inside that cube was very complicated..but he try to remember it..When he wake up..he draw out all the part..so today..he success to create one 7x cube in cubic shape..Really amazing!!!

all bout cube

Recently nth special happen to me..so din update my blog..
Today my off day so is special for me lo..so decide to write blog..
I think most of my blog juz write out unhappy thing..n today special a bit la..don wan mention sad thing here..haha..

this is my ugly cube wear new cloth..become calendar..but will take off its cloth after this..XD coz not so nice..white paper too thin n the tape too yellowish..so look not neat at all..i think i will redo it..when this ugly cube de paint all gone 1st..n i will use 100gsm paper which i always use to do paper model..n other tape lo..don too yellowish..haha..n i stick the sticker wrongly so is also another reason i wan to take off the calendar sticker..
if can found the pvc paper or wat kut..then is the best to do cube sticker lo..
that pic take till a bit blur coz din open flash..but nvm la..not nice also de..blur bit better..XD

7x cube..1st time play..so take quite long time to solve..i think the most difficult part is last 2 center part.. a bit syok lo..when solve it..coz 1st time play cube din see tiok tutorial..sheh~ haha..it almost same with 5x de..juz compli a bit at the center there..haih..donno when juz can play tiok real 1..need wait may le..borrow from bro~ ^^ but when play it need prepare glue near urself..coz the sticker will drop off..kor kor..sorry for insulting ur cube XD

Gigaminx..nice to play..this one also 1st time play..but got read tutorial lo..TT..coz the last 2 edges donno how to solve..noob nia me..TT
haih..i think i forever also cant touch tiok this real gigaminx..coz i think m'sia no sell de kut..TT

megaminx..this one i solve many time b4 le..but 1st time solve i think around 1 hour++..coz that time not so pro use that software yet..hard to control it..
lol..the ss..got lyrics that from kugou..i also donno wat song is that..haha..
y most of the place juz sell 3x cube only TT haih haih haih..
this post is a bit bored lo..coz all say cube nia..
sorry for that =D

interlude

''Back-back-back-back..nasi lemak is back~==
back-back-back-back..mb is back==''
change lyrics from a sdo song..XD
Juz finsh dinner TT
today whole day stomachache..suffering TT but nvm la..coz suffering is seed of happy=D
I have turn back to pass 2 years de lifestyle le..
Cant sleep without watching doraemon..haih..
I cant find any target in my life..everyday juz wasting time..n i everyday only feel very down..but i cant any reason that make myself down..i really weird..I wan change it TT
but today life not bad..i solve megaminx virtually==..using ultimate magic cube software..i pity myself..din have megaminx..my eldest sis go pg also no help me buy de..haih..sob..i wan megaminx!!!!! luan luan play the dino cube virtually also solved..unexpected..=D
Life is like a performance..If we did well at the prelude..then our performance will sure great at the beginning..A good performance should not only end up with postlude..interlude also muz exist in the performance then our performance will look wonderful n can be classified as a great performance..My life should have interlude too..so that my everyday life will be wonderful..

weird mouth shape..no point..curi curi self capture..when all worker go stor^^
this pic is yesterday take de..yesterday wan write blog after watching doraemon..but watch till sleep ki==


my ''swit pei''lol..naughty hand..scratch till like this TT same with my er jie de style le..xixi~


money face~ er jie give me de..XD
it 'evaporate' b4..but i find it back at scl drain..pity TT
thx for my fren too..help me find it..find at pandang parking lot..classroom also din have..manatau inside drain..TT
thing that lose b4..will let us more treasure it..
like my spoil harddisk..tot no chance to get back those memory inside that harddisk le..but lastly get back too..so i will more treasure it from now..^^

despair

Early in the morning when i still inside my dream..my mom come told me that she now wan back to perak le..i feel unhappy coz i donno she will back so early..i tot she will back on afternoon or evening like this..she wan back on today i already not happy le..back on sunday also same de..but nvm..she wan juz let her la..
she yesterday ask me accompany her go to find her fren..but nite le..i lazy..n she say today morning juz go find..i still plan to accompany her too..but...
so juz face it..try to understand her..
nth i can do..juz cry at a corner without letting anyone know..I try to be strong but the tear keep flowing out..haha..i am juz a ''tai ham bao''..=D
After dad fetch mom go jetty..as usual..he come upstair using com to check investment thing..then he told me that the reason mom wan back earlier.. i really feel disappointed of it..i am still like a stupid try to understand her..now juz realize the main purpose..
Start from 1/1/2008 till now..hope..disappoint n despair have the same meaning for me..
Always bring hope to me..but at last get nth..All is juz a lie..
From morning till juz now..i really feel sad..till i watch doraemon..=D
Quite a long time..i din watch it le..coz i only will watch it..when i moody..
1 of the chapter really comfort me lots..haha..
Its say ''Suffering is the seed of happy'' after see this phrase i smile..haha..
We should face it juz can get happy..^^
Cant expect that an anime can comfort me..
I think is the time to end up my post le..
'Mamie, if i got say wrong anything here..pls forgive me..i am not purposely to do so..i juz wanna write out my feeling..sorry..'

hair cut 2nd version ^^

Juz back from hair cut..
so comfortable now..no more like ah sim(aunty) le..no look like pasar aunty already^^
xixi~
This time hair cut i think is shorter than nov that time..
But my hair how also same style de..lion hair style..haha..
now my head look so small ki..but body big..TT imbalance..sad

TT face look damn round =(

pressure n stress

Most of the ppl sure have unhappy thing that hide deeply inside heart..
7 years old little girl also have..my little cousin that play whole day with me today..
cant expect she will tell me her scling thing..n after she tell me she ask me to promise her..not to tell it to her mom..my mom n my eldest sis..haha..
She so trust me..XD..already treat me as her fren le..i think..although i am 13 years older than her..
today whole day play so childish de thing with her..play rescue teddy bear..i be bad ppl..she be good ppl..lol..make me so tired..n don let me play game == str off my com..so pro nia her..know how to off com..
Sometimes is only ourselve let ourselve got pressure only..sometimes maybe our character that always escape that make us pressure..I am a good example for that..
Always take thing to stress myself..i always make a not stressful thing become stressful thing..damn stupid me..luckily i still have some way to release my stress..thx for fren that always ask me add oil in comment..although u din write out who r u.. i so pro XD..know who r u.. but add too much oil also not good..i don wan fat..XD..haha..wat a cold joke==
this week really quite wonderful week for me..
early morning got breakfast(i like de breakfast)eat..
got i like the sup..got all i like the thing to eat..
got ppl to chat with..got ppl to joke with..
joke?my mom always like to say..wan ask ppl intro boy for me==..
i sure will say choi~ i don wan 'sheung tai'..haha..
no point..no ppl wan is like this de..TT
Happy moment is always short..Lonely season will be back..

Now..juz left my 2nd sis not at home..so miss her TT
so put me n er jie the latest pic at here..haha..this pic is taken on the 3rd day of cny..although my face look a bit lol..but biar it la..haha..

mom back =D

Mom back yesterday..
so today no need eat outside food le..
Juz now when working that time..so terrible..diarrhea pulak..
my stomach not suit to the hotlick..
coz everytime after drink it will have many wind in my stomach n cause diarrhea too..but i think morning drink it juz will like this only..my stomach so weird nia..haha..
My eldest sis has bought me a cube..i donno wat its english name actually..
so juz call it as 'bak chang' cube..


Already know how to solve it..yesterday 'yan jiu' so long..but the center part still cant solve so ma go check on forum..then know the most important de alg then kao tim le..(R'URU')*2..kao tim whole cube..lol
Recently most of the self capture de pic sure being deleted by myself..so no much upload my pic here..TT
donno y..maybe i like last time use de hp de camera more gua..but the most possible thing is..i already grow old jor..TT ugly ..haih..face too much com le..old easily..=X
No point..influence by my bro..play mouse hunt..15 min press the horn once..XD
so my life now is cube+audi+mousehunt == ..lol
Say till audi..i really noob now..got new update..but i very noob le..cant play 140bpm song le..TT now miss become 9-12..noob lo me..TT
So juz can call myself nooblui(many ppl like to put de ign)..lol
n lastly..Hope this week will be a wonderful week for me..^^

enjoy 1st^^

So hungry now..TT
but nvm..i wan diet..XD
Actually my life is very enjoy now..but y..i still have many thing to think..to worry..
izzit human live on this world sure got things to worry?
but no point to worry..worry too much juz will spoil my brain cell nia..XD
thing that not yet come..don think 1st..wait it come le..juz think it la..
so the conclusion..don think it!!!! don think it!!!
enjoy 1st ya..Sze~ ^^


my mom lovely flower..
7 flower r there..afternoon that time juz mms it for my mom..
she so happy when see it^^


my most yeng de cube^^

time to love

Happy birthday mamie^^
Today is mom birthday..=D
I juz wake up..n today is off day..so no need go work..
yesterday sleep around 2++..coz of my 4x cube..make me sleep late!!!
but also my fault..kepo go disassemble it..TT actually is wan make it become loose=D
so hard to reassemble back..but lastly..success!!!it really become loose..but i not dare to disassemble it again le..TT
recently really crazy bout cubing..always go see forum nia..n i have 2 days din touch my audition le TT later should play a while..
now syok tiok megaminx pulak..haih..maybe wan ask my sis buy for me =D
but i think..wait for few month i will bored of cubing le gua..coz i always like that de..hot for 3 minutes only..XD

this is my heart aka love XD haha..do it with 5x cube..
i see one of the forumer that do it with 7x cube..quite nice..
but i now cant do it with 7x cube..coz din have..wait i got $$$ juz try to buy 7x cube n do it la^^
Seem this post have this pic..so i title it as 'time to love'(song name-that show that my feeling) XD

thing that i think to write while working =D

A man that hath fren should shew himself frenly..i get this verse from devotions book last few days..n the verse come with a passage that is about a girl that juz transfer to a new scl..already 6 weeks that din have fren..this situation is almost same with me..i had been working more than 6 weeks..but still cant mix with the worker there..izzit ages problem?but i don think so..i juz will answer wat they ask but never know hot to chat with them..this is my weakness..but i try my best to communicate with them in the coming few month..Today..one of the worker ask me that 'wat mean by good friday'..wat a shame for me?i donno how to answer..i juz say good friday is almost same with easter day..but it is on friday..haih..sometimes really feel that i am really far away from God..TT

Quite a long time..i din do papermodel le..coz of my printer out of ink..
But nvm..i have found new target..cubing n audition-ing..XD
Donno y i will syok back cubing de..izzit thing that like b4..will still like it forever?although sometimes u will forget bout it..i hope that i will cubing everyday..so that i wont same with last time..forget oll n pll..^^ i am a slow solver..need 1++ mins juz can completely solve a 3x cube..donno how the world record ppl can turn so fast under 10 sec..but i don mind it..as long as i know how to solve^^
I have quit sdo again..quite a long time le..n now..i started to play audition le..
i hope i can play everyday too..so that can improve my pressing skill..XD
Lastly..hope that my 4x cube n mirror blocks..can arrive by 2moro..cant wait to play it le..XD

thing that i treasure the most

Time n tide wait for no man..time passed as fast as lighting..
2moro my 2nd sis will be going back to KT le..is time to say goodbye again..
I really wish that i can live in doraemon world..that have time machine..can let me back to happy moment..especially that time..whole of my family stay at taman indah..
But these were never come to the real..
For me..the moment that whole family stay together is the thing i treasure the most..
Some ppl will think that i have weird attitude..that don like mix with others..
Maybe it is true..the 2nd time i being say that i should change my attitude..
But i wont care bout it..i only know that wat decision that i choose..i only will do thing that will bring joy to me..that is treasure every seconds that whole family stay together..
Started from form 2..i already know life that without family..
1 month maybe will have 6 days i stay alone at home..coz my parents need to go ipoh for their work..
make food hot..cook maggie..
Insomnia at nite..force myself to sleep by playing game till late late..
How lonely..that is..
I wont blame anything..coz i know that's life(c'est la vie)^^
Till today i juz realize that fren that i most trust really not really know well on me..I really disppointed on u..
Many ppl will think that i am otaku(girl)..Yes I am..
To all of my fren..happy cny..sorry for cant make it to the gathering..

zhi yu zhi le^^

I am like a papermodel..empty inner..which juz like me like a crab that din have flesh..Human that din have any target or goals to archive in their life..
My daily life..wake up at 8..go to work at 9..finish work at 1..
facing on the com till nite..download drama(2 of the drama i chasing now-5 taste de n cupid stupid)at 11 nite..i think i face com more than i sleep..
I really scare i will become blind..or 'fu se' till die one day..
But i really nth can do..sometimes will only crafting to pass my time..
now don talk bout sad thing le..
talk bout modeling^^

so many thing on the pic donno how to intro..but in front de all is papermodel lai de..
start from back left..birthday present from wennie n suzanne when sem 1..they say i like to do a poo so much..so buy that for me..XD
back left no2..cousin give this to my mom when my mom go johor visit them..i trying to play b4 but fail== if i am as pro as the actor in cupid stupid then good le..
back left no3..present from michelle..
back middle middle de thing..i also donno where they come out de..till the anpanman..2nd sis present it to me..to support me..when i was sad at that time..
the snoopy..my eldest sis de..so ugly nia..XD..that pikachu will throw soon le..coz so ugly..the glass bottle..birthday present from someone^^
now front left pulak..i make the shoe..suddenly syok tiok it..got 24 template..i juz manage to do till 6 for this time..that giraffe is my 2nd sis de..then the paper giraffe is i do de..the big cat is my 1st papermodel in my life..but will throw soon..XD..that gundam yeng mou?then other is cubee craft le..not important character de..haha..


juz now juz finish de


yeng ma? juz a simple gundam if compare to pro pro de ppl..haih..donno when i juz can reach that pro pro de standard..


kawaii~~


kawaii too~ but not so nice..too small..hard to fold n paste it nicely..


shoe~~~~

my 1st cubee's creation

Cute?^^
Quite happy yesterday..coz i juz complete my 1st cubeecraft template..
I had choose akira sendoh(slam dunk) as my 1st own create cubeecraft template..
Last few week i had saw hanamichi sakuragi(slam dunk) template at net..but cant find other character that from slamdunk..so i juz decide to do it myself..
1st time use gimp to draw ..quite difficult..last time i juz use gimp to edit picture b4 such as the pet society picture so not really know how to draw..
I am too clumsy le..use around 8 hours like this juz draw finish..
many problem happen around this 8 hours..when i finish do the head..that psd format file cant open..it show error on gimp..really headache..luckily i download other program to convert it into jpg..solve it!!!^^
The head is so hard to draw coz i only get a very small n unclear picture as reference only..if cant solve the prob at that time..maybe will give up le kut..
after back from juz i str print out..n started to make it into model..i cut out the template while i am watching 'wo ai mua ci'..haha..while fixing it into model..i watch 'lou yao gao gao' pulak==
lastly i finish it around 12 i think..
I still satisfy for it..although not really look alike..

drawing jersey..ryonan no.7^^


cant wait to do it..str print out without combine all part into 1 page..==


small?


i use this pic as reference..so small..cant copy anything when zoom it..so..the only thing i can do..is draw by own..T.T


Favourite anime when i am form1..^^