Have a bad dream last nite..
but donno y..i trying to post out wat have i dream..but failed twice..maybe use phone post it..so got a bit prob ba..so lazy to write bout the dream le..
juz can say that dream that u knw urself is dreaming but cant wake up..n inside the dream got dream..so i wake up twice..1st time is wake up inside the dream..2nd time juz really wake up..so scary..the dream situation exactly same with the situation i sleeping in my room..
after the dream i dare not to sleep back..
so today time table super pack..8-5 non stop..juz rest at lunch time only..i fishing inside class..haha..
I fall asleep while inside taxation class..i write till sleep ki..my hardwritting was so ugly..lol..
last friday i have play an app inside fb..that app predict that i nave bad news in my career..lol..maybe fishing inside class is bad news for me kut..coz i not been so tired b4..n today FA lecturer give us back quiz n test..luckily pass it..^^V
Monday, September 27, 2010
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
see ya..holiday..
TT
Later need to go out d..
My holiday finish le..haih..
Feel so down..
Scl going to reopen soon..
Many thing need to face it..
All thing i wan do during holiday..all failed =D
no study..no finish my homework..=(
but nvm la..the purpose of holiday is to rest ^^
Donno wat to write d..need to pack my thing prepare to go out le..TT
See ya..my lovely holiday ^^
Later need to go out d..
My holiday finish le..haih..
Feel so down..
Scl going to reopen soon..
Many thing need to face it..
All thing i wan do during holiday..all failed =D
no study..no finish my homework..=(
but nvm la..the purpose of holiday is to rest ^^
Donno wat to write d..need to pack my thing prepare to go out le..TT
See ya..my lovely holiday ^^
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
我最害怕的事
害怕的感觉真的很恐怖。。
也许已注定我四年一次会感受到这种害怕。。
全身发冷。。心跳的跳动真的好可怕。。每分每秒都在看着手机。。希望能收到他的信息。。
心里忐忑不安。。不停的在祷告。。
等了六小时多。。我终于等到了。。松了一口气。。冷冰冰的体温慢慢也恢复正常。。可以好好的睡一觉了。。
有时在怀疑是不是以前曾经发生过的小事情造成我对这种情况产生了阴影。。
每当我联系不到自己想联系的人。。我就会觉得害怕。。而且还会胡思乱想。。
唉~我有点担心自己会患上焦虑症。。不管什么事情我都会担心。。也不想让任何知道我所担心的事。。
如果让他们知道。。可能我会得到些劝勉与安慰。。但是我觉得让关心自己的人担心自己并不是件好事。。所以我宁愿自己一人担心好过让多人担心自己。。
这两天因为想专心读书都跑下楼下的房间睡觉。。还以为远离了电脑。。可以专心读书。。
可是我很失败。。在这里我除了睡觉还是睡觉。。
今天我决定了。。要好好读书。。希望我做得到。。写完博客后就得关电脑了。。我今天真的不想碰电脑啦~=D
也许已注定我四年一次会感受到这种害怕。。
全身发冷。。心跳的跳动真的好可怕。。每分每秒都在看着手机。。希望能收到他的信息。。
心里忐忑不安。。不停的在祷告。。
等了六小时多。。我终于等到了。。松了一口气。。冷冰冰的体温慢慢也恢复正常。。可以好好的睡一觉了。。
有时在怀疑是不是以前曾经发生过的小事情造成我对这种情况产生了阴影。。
每当我联系不到自己想联系的人。。我就会觉得害怕。。而且还会胡思乱想。。
唉~我有点担心自己会患上焦虑症。。不管什么事情我都会担心。。也不想让任何知道我所担心的事。。
如果让他们知道。。可能我会得到些劝勉与安慰。。但是我觉得让关心自己的人担心自己并不是件好事。。所以我宁愿自己一人担心好过让多人担心自己。。
这两天因为想专心读书都跑下楼下的房间睡觉。。还以为远离了电脑。。可以专心读书。。
可是我很失败。。在这里我除了睡觉还是睡觉。。
今天我决定了。。要好好读书。。希望我做得到。。写完博客后就得关电脑了。。我今天真的不想碰电脑啦~=D
Saturday, September 4, 2010
thing that i wan to do =D
Holiday~~~~ \(^^)/
So many thing i need to do during this holiday so i will list down at here..wakaka XD
1. i wan become fair..scling life make me become so dark..so i don wan go out at afternoon ^^
2. i wan loss weight..TT my weight ad maintain at 50kg very long le..i wan back to 47kg TT
3. i wan become no panda eyes>>reduce dark eyes circle n eyes bag..so i will use the eyes roll everyday XD
4. i wan stand str..walk str..n etc..don wan humpbacked..sometimes when i walking..n saw the mirror..i really ugly in the mirror..coz of humpbacked..TT
Now talk about study thing pulak..
1. i wan study finish audit chapter 1-5 & 8..after holiday got mid test TT quiz i get so noob de result ad..so need to hardworking bit le..
2. i wan finish up the MA all questions..so many X.X
3. clear my homework..coz now really look like shit..so messy TT
4. improve english..but donno how juz can improve..MUET soon TT tuition like no tuition only..seem like throwing rm 70 into sea..haih..
Lastly..i hope this holiday will be an enjoyable holiday ^^
So many thing i need to do during this holiday so i will list down at here..wakaka XD
1. i wan become fair..scling life make me become so dark..so i don wan go out at afternoon ^^
2. i wan loss weight..TT my weight ad maintain at 50kg very long le..i wan back to 47kg TT
3. i wan become no panda eyes>>reduce dark eyes circle n eyes bag..so i will use the eyes roll everyday XD
4. i wan stand str..walk str..n etc..don wan humpbacked..sometimes when i walking..n saw the mirror..i really ugly in the mirror..coz of humpbacked..TT
Now talk about study thing pulak..
1. i wan study finish audit chapter 1-5 & 8..after holiday got mid test TT quiz i get so noob de result ad..so need to hardworking bit le..
2. i wan finish up the MA all questions..so many X.X
3. clear my homework..coz now really look like shit..so messy TT
4. improve english..but donno how juz can improve..MUET soon TT tuition like no tuition only..seem like throwing rm 70 into sea..haih..
Lastly..i hope this holiday will be an enjoyable holiday ^^
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