Raining dayT__T

Saddest day of my holiday~
This morning i wake up earlier than normal day..
The itchiness of skin allergy awake me from bed..
Allergy is so suffer..i start to have allergy problem since standard 5..
erm..think it clearly i think i started to have allergy when i was around 5-6 years old..
coz that time i suffer from asthma..asthma also can categorized as allergy..
I still remember everytime when exercise or sport lesson in school..i dare not to tell teacher that i have asthma because i feel shy..so always run till a bit..then feel uncomfortable..then continue walk le..
haha..i am so stupid at that time..
Ai ya..i suddenly say out so many nonsense..
Erm..i now so confusing about........
i really so annoying?always make ppl feel annoying?
Yesterday nite..one of my fren sms me..then he asked me something..
He asked me..''u think i m wat type of ppl''
then i answer him that he is a good ppl n so care bout family..
but he disagree..he said he is a bad fren..did many bad thing..
then i ignored wat he said..continue busy my thing..
This morning he sms me again..he asked wat type of ppl i am..
I din reply him..coz really donno how to answer him..
but i have found the answer in this evening from another person(not the fren mentioned above)..
I am that type of ppl that will make ppl feel annoying..that type of ppl that will make ppl hate..
Life is so hard to explain..y sometimes we should do the thing that we don like to do..
y i should force myself to bare all of this?
Another sad thing come at nite..
Haih..